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C-c-christ-mas !

2009-11-26T12:51:00.007+08:00

pheww,(sweating)
i ve' got busy in this recently because of spm,
another,i'm still busy in online.
haha.
i just left 4 subject which is bio,phy,chem and bc.
hmm i think i ve' relax right now.

first day was for bm,
it's not harder for me at the time,i think laa
bi,hmm....
i lost 15 marks in the format report.is 15 marks!only the format ok!!!
it ensure can't get A but...asehh...
for the est,
it is suck hard for me.
why should be like that?i even don't understand the hardest word
but in essay i think is ok.
coz i have many idea about friction. :)
damn,maths and moral always insufficient time to do.
just pray it get best result for both of this subject.

and continue for other subjects...

for these december,i have a major holiday which is important for me
that is Christmas!!!
i think this holiday should be all of yours a impress day
with your beloved,family, and somemore else.
but,i having celebrate with my beloved friends.

when i remember last 2 years of the christmas day
i recalled that i got alot hurt during the year.
i love someone who had hurt me.
did you remember guy?
yea right girl,i really got much sad what you told me before
start from this year,you will not be influence me.
girl,please don't do the stupid thing to me.

i'm not fool anymore !!

back to the pleasant thing,
and now i expect for the Christmas Time's coming
woohooo !!!!!!!
only left more 28 days , 9hours , 57 minutes , and 36 seconds
my laptop is counting down for me.

i'm gonna decorate christmas parts soon.
and i expect how the decoration of the christmas in shopping centre
Pavilion is already decorate in front of entrance,
look how beautiful of the xmas trees.i like it!
wanna cam alot at there.
hehe :)

for this year,i suppose to celebrate at The Curve
there's alot of crowd and we can celebrate together
with difference religious and which are not recognise to each others.
i like it. :D

i want design my blog layout as christmas but i dont know how to read in html
who can help?asehh...do for myself laa
try and try again..!

Christmas,Christmas,Christmas~♥♥

can't waiting for the day coming !♥

Good Bye，My Buddies.

2009-11-15T16:24:00.033+08:00

this article is special for all my buddies
who are being accompany me through my life.
we have been went through for many pleasant and nforgettable moment
and this is.

in the fact,we are lack of cooperation. i know
1 gang and others,never ''mix it'' up
however,this is not our problem.
we can still lived through and accompany by all this friends.

there's are alot of memories during my childhood
my first school, kindergarten.
the place i learned all the basic,such
A for apple
B for Boy
C for Cat
D for Dog

stroke of chinese
1234.
i talked,i song,i danced with freedom style.

kindergarten are unlimited what i weared to.
everyday,i like weared different of skirt.as very beauty and colourful skirt such a superstar
hehe :D
it's happiness during the period.

2 years later,i turned to primary school.
first time i had there,and there's alot pupils and teachers and made me felt nervous.
there's teachers was big different compared to kindergarten's teacher
some was fierce,some was freaking,some was quiet.i think .haha

until when i was 12 years old,my last year in primary school.
i started to learn to like a person.
i like a boy,but he was different class of me.
i oftened went his class and take my eyes close to him.
but now,i very hate him.
he become very ' hat yang zang ' and i really want to kick him away to the sun.
i really really hate him right now.with no reason.
what a black heart of me. haha!

(forward from my friend kang shen's FB)

i am hyper fat during the period.

turned to lower school.
there's nothing much i can write.so i pass it.
teeheee :P

ok,higher school now.
there's alot of problem of me and my friends
separated and together,together then separated again
finally together again and again.

i don't write much about this incident.bad memories .
coz the girl made me feel so dirty before i slept her beside.
better forget it.

on some friday,we took pictures in this school.

guess how many gang in this pic?alot.

1,2,3 jumped up you guys !

there's kiss each other.how romantic this

let the ''victim'' unforgot til the day he die.

so what!?i'm gonna kill you lo.

Kang shen,what you trying to show?

boy VS girl.

i love him much. haha

he scare girl to touch him but i keep touch on him
scare what you?!

对呀对呀，对呀对呀.

: don't let the boys bully you again.
take out your confidence ok.

cool man you always be.

hilarious boy.keep contact yea.

hypo girl,i like to heard when you said:我很美.
:)

good drawing.i like it.

the girl who is most beauty in form 5.

pro and pro.gambatte.

what a freaking expression?

seriously,i like your smile like this.

shy to focus on camera?

your smile and nails i like it too.

last,graduation trip during 12 years old

then?how about our last graduation trip?

hopefully,we can play such maniac
let the memories flow around the brain.
never forget it.

re-back

2009-11-07T11:04:00.004+08:00

ok,
first i wanna to say is,SPM is left more few days
i gotta got hard and put more concentrate for spm and temperate stop blogger
but i relax still.!how can?
:)

last revision for chem,taught by dear zi hui.
please,let me mention about this girl.

she's a professional science stream student
she had strong spirit's heart,such immortalised person
and she has been longing to her career and prospect to more high level
is more and more.
honestly,i really proud of her.

ok,back to the topic.
and,i expect for my graduation trip now
to all my buddies,enjoy the journey that we planned the activity.
can't wait after spm oh Man. !!!!!
aisyeh!teeeeteeee.!!!!!!
(ignore my excited expression please,)
yooohooo!!

:D

spm student,let's us struggle for the SPM yea!!

Hold on.

2009-10-13T21:52:00.005+08:00

let's spm students countdown,include me
there are still left about 30 more days to go
i have no touching book at all.
without feeling of fear and worries.
clap clap ;)

pmr finished,i am jealous ok!
even i did that before.

people asked me:do you thinking of your future?
i said:no.but i know what should i do.

actually it is hard to answer for me .
but i have fully confidence for my future,
i know what should i do,what shouldn't do
i know what is right and wrong.

i'm a sort of staunch person,
how hard my future,i have to bear it too
challenges all the hardness,struggle for my life
to get a wonderful life :) do u?

i remind myself everyday
hold on it hold on it hold on it!
ok,i'm trying my best.

i have to analysis subject here
sejarah i even can't recall,there's alot of history
but majority reason is not interested.

i'm concerned for bio,physics,chemistry and addmath
hopefully i can pass.
is PASS. not score A

other,i think i can.
nothing is impossible,except never even try.
that's my motto.

:)

Cheer up please.

2009-10-02T20:23:00.025+08:00

let me think,hmm
there's alot of thing happened
but it doesn't make me upset or somethin wrong
that mean i can control my emo,

congratulation to me !

seriously,
i am happy .such 柴九said about
''人生有几多个十年? '' hmm.this right.

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back to topic,
i was hanging out at last wednesday
with the girls,
watched 2 movie,my comment is:
tsunami,touching.
where got ghost,is still ok,fun.
actually i felt weary for second movie.

mickey is shy coz she saw someone unknown people

wearing shirt as same as her,haha

en,she still looks unpleasant.

her face told me.

say peace to this world

and trying to show my beauty nails,hahaha

tom yam and ordered by kimi,

nice!we kept drink her soup,hehe

another restaurant.

forgot what the restaurant name.

smile please*

she is reluctantly to smile,sigh

i just can't stop to show my nails!

my dedicated photographer.evon

hehe*

anyways,be cheer up everyday

especially you!you know?

i am writing about you la girl.

dont't be suspect.

believe yourself,don't let something to affect your ideology

your future is in your mind.

believe your dicided is correct and prove to anyone to see

especially the people who are underestimated you

ok?

Haeundae.

2009-09-26T23:20:00.013+08:00

hmm,
this would be the most impressive movie for me.

the dinner such stifling.

2009-09-24T20:12:00.004+08:00

18 sep my friends and i attended for a dinner gathering
i ate not much but felt extremely full
practically i insteaded with my dad to attended coz he said there ssooo bored
me too.kinda sien+ing

there was same meals as i ate before,but the different is
a lot of cutie children were performed dancing
i just sat and took alot pic

i just can't stop snap pic at toilet!! lol

after dinner,mickey sent her grandma and nephew (i'm not sure is nephew)

(she is a professional driver)

i tagged her along to her house,and brought meimei out for yichin
she is extremely smelly even she's bath everyday and i was scared of her!!

again,after fetch evon we went to playground
non-stop of chatting and took pic

my phone ringing,
''it's late in the night already, ...''
''i coming back now mum!'

mummy has no finish talking,but i stopped her
coz i knew what she wants to say,hahaha
sorry mum :*)

my real lashes*

in my store room and took pic before remove makeup

have a nice dream to me
good night all buddies*

Should not be happenin.

2009-09-14T19:47:00.005+08:00

i poured a glass of water,then drink
then poured again,drink again.
Repeatedly to do this.

actually,i just drink without thirsty
i keep doing this.and i was full.

i don't know why i did about that,just only

today they talk about job,
i consider that wanna work back but on the other hand,
i was scared.because,
a biggest fault i had made.

it is hurt enough for my dearest friend.

you guys thought i am a good girl?
no,i'm not.
actually i am a evildoer.a very evildoer.
yea i am.

during last holiday and worked with my friend
the one i dislike her,i always scolded her
she was troublesome to me,made me felt annoyed
even she work-off ,
i keep the keys and don't let her out
such abuse her,regardless her
the most bad i had did that was i asked her to moved out from my sister home
i was selfish.

see,
that's my personality.

i loss my nicely friend,
however she treat me as very good
i only paid no attention to her，ingore her

and now,
i was regret.

i never regret what i did except this.
it cannot be repentance because,
i know it's passed .it is too late to apologize
it's late to say,i am very sorry to you.

i know it cannot represent to you what.
the thing i can do is only say sorry to you.

i sincerely to say sorry,very sorry,hyper sorry to you...

hope you will forgive the passed that i had hurt to you.
start now,i will be with you as a best friend
treat you as my bf,cherish you as a treasure.
i will.

lastly,i have to say
sorry...

09-09-09

2009-09-10T21:01:00.003+08:00

haha,
exactly the total visitors of mine is 999
a good auspicious*

opss i missed this day to blog
becoz the stupid bio made me tension ,
it's not very complicated actually but i have no reading
fine ,it's passed.happy. haha*

09-09-09.
about this date only occured at a time
it's only a time!
since chinese traditional ,we know that is a auspicious day
a lot of couple were choose this date to marry or engagement
长长久久.not bad

wish those who marry at this date will be hapiness forever and ever
without any quarrel.

p/s: i have no school for tomorrow so can sleep a long time!!

Abnormal.

2009-09-07T00:13:00.006+08:00

after outing with friends i was bring up my laptop to room.
is on9 now !!!

ok,im seldomly blog article
what a lazy and nothing can drop here
many events occured but don't know how to present
is nothing serious actually.
=)

i'm feeling h a p p y now with no reason
why?why?why?
(learned from JO BAO.actor from家好月圆)

woohoo!!!
i know it's gonna be insane lol.

this whole week i take only 2 subjects
addmath and bio.
but take all paper in a day

so,how?

sleep at examination hall?
scream while exam?
go toilet for a 3 hours?
ingore all the paper?

i Don't Know!

girl,
give more confidence to yourself
don't suspect your ability

try your best.
try to get well marks
your can do it!!

i'll more hardworking if those one commend to me such above that
but only me.

nvm.is ok :)

is time to sleep now and charging energy

sleep is the needed and feel most comfortable or relax in life
release a whole brain without dreaming
for those people who are extremely tired.
a great presention of sleep*

tmr maybe go for chat with friends
after that gonna to study study!
:)

good night all my buddies.
enjoy of sleep*

awsome.

2009-08-23T22:01:00.005+08:00

i was browse for a Americals Got Talent video from youtube
the video name was interested .'ＢｅｓｔＳｉｎｇｅｒＩｎＴｈｅＷｏｒｌｄ'
i click in and see．

oh shitt.that made me got goose bumps from the video
its amazing and unbelievable!!!

i suppose that she's just a teen
but her sound was such like a woman
it's very mature voice
really different from her appearance
how come she did that?!
(i'll be suffice if i have her half)
:D

will i become such that girl?
can i?

its unbelievable.
but i'm trying.
at least i'm trying.

a fool.

2009-08-20T19:28:00.015+08:00

today had a joke in class about the boob amin.
its really hilarious lol
but very sorry to him bcoz im dally to him
that let him lose face in the class
=）

dialogue+ing with him.
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amin:mana kertas math saya ni?!

xwen:en.i know

amin:mane?

xwen:at rubbish bin there.
you can find it out from inside

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he's really went over there and find his paper
then turned back and asked me:where got?
all students were laugh at him.
stupid guy betul.
(i know i'm bad )

actually i don't know where his math paper put at
felt tension while did the addmath exercise
so mah play with him lo,(saja lah)

no fun no life.*

unknown.

2009-08-18T20:22:00.005+08:00

a shit with a girl |called shit girl|
that's me.

wherever i went,wherever i did
however i act smile,however i act happy
it never wasn't make me feel be cheer

only just increasing of disheartenment hormone in my body
where's my active before i got it?

somethin happened i saw somethin
that i don't wanna see and know
hurt me enough.

im feeling numb now
wanna scream loud and loud
wanna cry more and more
can i?

"Lucky" Official Video With Colbie Caillat

listen this song numerous
felt comfortable but after still the same
should i listen some song that make me feel better
such RnB and pop?

dance or sing for whole day that make me depressurize?

or just ingore all thing?

i don't know.

the end of World.

2009-08-12T19:48:00.007+08:00

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain...

What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...

Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood weve shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah.....

What have we done to the world
Look what we done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...

What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...

Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice

The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah.....

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I dont know where we are
Although I know weve drifted far

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah.....
Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah.....

Hey, what about yesterday, what about us
What about the seas, what about us
The heavens are falling down, what about us
I cant even breathe, what about us
What about the bleeding Earth, what about us
Cant we feel its wounds, what about us
What about natures worth, ooo,ooo
Its our planets womb, what about us
What about animals, what about it
Weve turned kingdoms to dust, what about us
What about elephants, what about us
Have we lost their trust, what about us
What about crying whales, what about us
Were ravaging the seas, what about us
What about forest trails, ooo, ooo
Burnt despite our pleas, what about us
What about the holy land, what about it
Torn apart by creed, what about us
What about the common man, what about us
Cant we set him free, what about us
What about children dying, what about us
Cant you hear them cry, what about us
Where did we go wrong, ooo, ooo
Someone tell me why, what about us
What about babies boy, what about it
What about the days, what about us
What about all their joy, what about us
What about the man, what about us
What about the crying man, what about us
What about Abraham, what was us
What about death again, ooo, ooo

hoohoohoohoohoo...。
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Earth is sick and become seriously
please responsible to our Earth
heal our Earth

pray it will be.
love & peace.。

rather deafness.

2009-08-04T22:33:00.004+08:00

its a hyper*3 anger today in tuition class
ohhhh shiittttt....
there are non-stop coughing sound and without close off mouth
or without using a handkerchie
hey guy do you know you are spread the bacteria to around air...

i can't concentrate to the addmath cause those sound
they all are like act-cough and purposely coughin
they wants to catch attention from themselves to others i think
(sorry i'm sayin that,but i really beg tahan you all)
(i'll be right.just let me wreak a while)

i don't like those who disturb me when i'm concentrate in study
next time if still the same,
you all ll be my victim
try and see.

about this.。

2009-07-28T21:18:00.010+08:00

first i'm sayin here,
and it was hyper terrible thing for me

i have many scar in my face. damn sad.
fortunately my sis gave me SK-II

just a sample.try and use it
temporarily say bye with my shiseido for a time*

bye dear.

and thanks to my second sister =)

last sunday i went wash face with my dear sister
used the peel off cool mask

<ghost.

very painful when beautician was taking out the mask lol
there's got a antiquata dog
so cute and fat.but very fierce
:"hey beauty dog,you are the first dog close to me huh"
(don't laugh above that,its not funny)
wanna get it one but my mum don't let me cultivate at home .sigh
but i will buy out lady dog when i move outside.

many food and snacks this recently
coz sister went Indonesia and Macau last last week
can't stop eat.haha
especially my "老婆饼" and "黄梨饼"

i like this both much and much
i'm just like eat the both biscuit made from Hong Kong
i fell here was the different and weird taste comparing to the oversea
(above just my opinion)

i haven't collect all yet
but its enough .
thanks sister.

i have to go disabled people centre on 8 August
half way preparing necessities for desapled people.

is ok to everything.

2009-07-22T17:02:00.006+08:00

1-2-3-4-5-6-7
my love wher are you going..?
im flying im flying。
my love please don't go away.

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forget above that.

i'm gonna become insane
wanna going shopping lol.!!!
miss everything in shopping centre
can't go now.sigh

i'm sure go when holiday on august you see.

··爱与和平.。

2009-07-05T12:25:00.003+08:00

世界开始灭茫，不如以前
我想看到的已经消失了

所谓的后果也是人类造成的但那只是一个藉口
因为自己的利益贪心诱惑
一点责任感也不感一些

宁静与和平这不是我们所能得到的
虽然如此
不如继续地保护地球保护生命
为自己也为这地球的所有人类，及其他生物

愿世界得到平静安宁。
love & peace.。

··惊吓一回。

2009-06-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

一个英母子居然有这么大的威力，可以让心跳得如此快
是的就是一些如此骄傲的牌
有了你一些贪心上属就会变得无奈
任由你怎样或是摆一些死人样给他看也行随你便
你看看吧那还牺牲了我的皮肤和我的午觉噢拜托了
我认了那是我的问题
都在那几圈转了又转就是心里有障碍
都在不断重复。
好吧今天小针跑的特别快
还是赶快睡觉，休息足够
明天我就拼了加油劉小姐
加油全部人。

大姐，再见你又多了个baby 你也要加油了
每个人都在期待着
保佑你平安
baby你要乖乖出来huh。

nothing is impossible
you can do it me too。

2009-06-14T19:39:00.005+08:00

有些人会默默地看着你，那会令我有些不舒服
你是有脑袋神经错乱还是很久没重威雄风了？
他妈我的腿不是什么美腿不用瞪着来看·
靠你的不要好像个跟屁虫一样走到哪里就盯着
你有眼残是吧？

那么多女孩/人在那你偏不瞪偏是我的
你有福了,有那么多儿子那也难怪你的
最好你不要教坏你的孩子不然将来又多几单强暴事件
真的好想咒你吭死跌死饿死渴死撞死睡死吓死最好是看黄戏刺激到死
好心积下阴德吧

你那充满变态的眼神最好留在一些色情电影才用吧
那才会让你的刺激线迅速到达大脑，
那会是最有效的乖

我也不想这样咒你的不能怪我
看，又让我做了一件坏事幹
阿弥陀佛。

f··king FUN。

2009-06-13T03:58:00.002+08:00

what a f··king fun in this holiday
oh shhhhiiiiitttt!!!!that grrreeeeaaat!!!!

first i wanted to ask,
why do the time passed so fast?
oh man...please don't!!

somemore,school is reopening
fainted.....
it is very difficult for each subject,lazy to do revision
never open the books during holiday
good girl what.

i missed this holiday!!!!
i live in my sister house,no stress
freedom and become a pig
yea i am...

before i went to kl i waited baby dear at his house
wanna crazy waited them

coz,
baby dear went out yam cha almost 2 hours!!
baby just slept in her dear bedroom,
i was accompany his mommy watched 终极天团
and chattin wit his mom bout somethin
what a funny joke...

baby so shy to see her 奶奶
hahaaaaaaa!!!

around 11.xx baby dear was coming back
my dear comin also XD
unfortunately...
we just met around half hour only
sigh*

during at kl,
almost 1 week we had went out

first day we went out to the look out point
there was a romantic place and mostly couple dating at there
i ate aloｔ at gas o··line
aspecially the black pepper chicken chop can't stopped chewing, woohoo!!!

dear,
u promise bring me go wor,don't forget what u said huh

at outside toilet

babe and her dear

dear brother johan

so narcissist wor,haha

baba,me

2009version of Titanic

abstract.

like this pic so much.

second day we went to eat roti kawaii'
i was shocked,
there were alot of people
the number of people never-ending...
so needed to take attention to get seat lol

this roti kawaii only one in this world,baby dear told me that
i can only say one word，DELICIOUS!!!!!
the 2 types of the curry and 1 of the cilli sauce
and the big one roti kawaii
inside include shredded meat,cheese and hot dog
sure you drooling...

third day we went to the pasar malam at Cheras
oh shit there was a hot side and i kept sweating...
but!!
there was a gourmet paradise =）
i kept buying many many food,haha
wanna be a super fat girl lol
(im just like a 乡下婆 )

i like super spicy sausage and black pepper sausage much!!!
miss neh...

fourth day we went to kLcc
around 11 i think ,the sky was dark orange colour
we had stayed at fountain and
kept taking photo.
i became a photographer,siok what...hehe
looked at baby and her dear really romantic
(am i jealous huh ?)

little bit crazy me...

so cute

alone really pitiful ..

friday we went Neway
that was fun but i hav no great voice
bcoz im sore throat,sigh*
but i still do the singing，
coz i will be guilty if miss this chance neh.

on the way went Neway

he much like sing national anthem,so straight

so fun this.

so tired...

wanna become a model.

we are a very very good sister.

-to be continue-

2009-05-29T17:30:00.005+08:00

在着每一天每一分每一秒我都在崩溃
但我会提醒自己，即使招架不住，
我还是会保持冷静。
尽量以开心的心态过日子。


亲爱的，
你可以骗我，但请你不要玩我
我不希望我所想的都是真的。拜托。

··寂寞先生。

2009-05-25T21:19:00.007+08:00

好奇殺死貓，寂寞殺死一個人。
當所有說出來的話都不能再被人所理解，
當所有的能力都成了與世隔離的一道牆；
好像如果現在就這麼掛了，
也不會有一位神父願意替你送葬。

沒人說話，很寂寞；不被了解，很寂寞；獨自一人，很寂寞；擁有一切也很寂寞
被背叛, 所以很寂寞。

第一次按到里面听这首歌时，一个人的，
当时心情也不大好，再看看歌词，
突然眼泪会不自觉地流下。

手也鸡皮疙瘩了起来，感觉好像被抛弃。
再到chorus段时我会很想要丢完房间里的玻璃
听打爆玻璃的声，看玻璃跌下地上再破碎
撒到那里都是玻璃，这就当作在发泄。

我不知道为何会有这样的感觉。

想要大哭的朋友，试听下这首歌。
把自己关在房里，会有另一番风味。真的。

嗯，想象一個人関在房間
喝悶酒抽根煙播放著這首歌曲
那種滋味

啊!！

看來這首歌曲挺成功的！　

寂寞先生mv.

#突然。

2009-05-22T21:56:00.001+08:00

无奈的，我会想到变成一位残废人士

不听，不说，不看。

这样的话，就可以假装什么也不知，

是的，我是有这样的想法。

你知道我这几天在做什么吗?

-无聊时playing，
-考试时sleeping，
-睡觉时dreaming,
-烦恼时screaming，
-想东西时dribble+ing。

我还想做一些事，就是
tripping，
clubbing，
shopping。

短针拜托请你赶紧追上你的长针，
走的快点，自然就可以过的快点。

走累了，你可以在十时半分休息一回，
直到明早的六时十分。是的，我允许你

得过且过是我的生活。
sigh。