★ Ι Hαvε Μч Οωи Ρεяsοηαιiτч ★

i poured a glass of water,then drink
then poured again,drink again.
Repeatedly to do this.

actually,i just drink without thirsty
i keep doing this.and i was full.

i don't know why i did about that,just only

today they talk about job,
i consider that wanna work back but on the other hand,
i was scared.because,
a biggest fault i had made.

it is hurt enough for my dearest friend.


you guys thought i am a good girl?
no,i'm not.
actually i am a evildoer.a very evildoer.
yea i am.

during last holiday and worked with my friend
the one i dislike her,i always scolded her
she was troublesome to me,made me felt annoyed
even she work-off ,
i keep the keys and don't let her out
such abuse her,regardless her
the most bad i had did that was i asked her to moved out from my sister home
i was selfish.

see,
that's my personality.

i loss my nicely friend,
however she treat me as very good
i only paid no attention to her，ingore her

and now,
i was regret.

i never regret what i did except this.
it cannot be repentance because,
i know it's passed .it is too late to apologize
it's late to say,i am very sorry to you.

i know it cannot represent to you what.
the thing i can do is only say sorry to you.


i sincerely to say sorry,very sorry,hyper sorry to you...

hope you will forgive the passed that i had hurt to you.
start now,i will be with you as a best friend
treat you as my bf,cherish you as a treasure.
i will.

lastly,i have to say
sorry...

haha,
exactly the total visitors of mine is 999
a good auspicious*

opss i missed this day to blog
becoz the stupid bio made me tension ,
it's not very complicated actually but i have no reading
fine ,it's passed.happy. haha*

09-09-09.
about this date only occured at a time
it's only a time!
since chinese traditional ,we know that is a auspicious day
a lot of couple were choose this date to marry or engagement
长长久久.not bad

wish those who marry at this date will be hapiness forever and ever
without any quarrel.



p/s: i have no school for tomorrow so can sleep a long time!!

after outing with friends i was bring up my laptop to room.
is on9 now !!!

ok,im seldomly blog article
what a lazy and nothing can drop here
many events occured but don't know how to present
is nothing serious actually.
=)

i'm feeling h a p p y now with no reason
why?why?why?
(learned from JO BAO.actor from家好月圆)

woohoo!!!
i know it's gonna be insane lol.


this whole week i take only 2 subjects
addmath and bio.
but take all paper in a day

so,how?

sleep at examination hall?
scream while exam?
go toilet for a 3 hours?
ingore all the paper?


i Don't Know!


girl,
give more confidence to yourself
don't suspect your ability

try your best.
try to get well marks
your can do it!!

i'll more hardworking if those one commend to me such above that
but only me.

nvm.is ok :)


is time to sleep now and charging energy

sleep is the needed and feel most comfortable or relax in life
release a whole brain without dreaming
for those people who are extremely tired.
a great presention of sleep*

tmr maybe go for chat with friends
after that gonna to study study!
:)

good night all my buddies.
enjoy of sleep*

i was browse for a Americals Got Talent video from youtube
the video name was interested .'ＢｅｓｔＳｉｎｇｅｒＩｎＴｈｅＷｏｒｌｄ'
i click in and see．

oh shitt.that made me got goose bumps from the video
its amazing and unbelievable!!!



i suppose that she's just a teen
but her sound was such like a woman
it's very mature voice
really different from her appearance
how come she did that?!
(i'll be suffice if i have her half)
:D

will i become such that girl?
can i?

its unbelievable.
but i'm trying.
at least i'm trying.

today had a joke in class about the boob amin.
its really hilarious lol
but very sorry to him bcoz im dally to him
that let him lose face in the class
=）

dialogue+ing with him.
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amin:mana kertas math saya ni?!

xwen:en.i know

amin:mane?

xwen:at rubbish bin there.
you can find it out from inside

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he's really went over there and find his paper
then turned back and asked me:where got?
all students were laugh at him.
stupid guy betul.
(i know i'm bad )

actually i don't know where his math paper put at
felt tension while did the addmath exercise
so mah play with him lo,(saja lah)

no fun no life.*

a shit with a girl |called shit girl|
that's me.

wherever i went,wherever i did
however i act smile,however i act happy
it never wasn't make me feel be cheer

only just increasing of disheartenment hormone in my body
where's my active before i got it?


somethin happened i saw somethin
that i don't wanna see and know
hurt me enough.

im feeling numb now
wanna scream loud and loud
wanna cry more and more
can i?


"Lucky" Official Video With Colbie Caillat


listen this song numerous
felt comfortable but after still the same
should i listen some song that make me feel better
such RnB and pop?

dance or sing for whole day that make me depressurize?

or just ingore all thing?




i don't know.

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain...

What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...

Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood weve shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah.....

What have we done to the world
Look what we done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...

What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...

Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I dont know where we are
Although I know weve drifted far

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah.....
Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah.....


Hey, what about yesterday, what about us
What about the seas, what about us
The heavens are falling down, what about us
I cant even breathe, what about us
What about the bleeding Earth, what about us
Cant we feel its wounds, what about us
What about natures worth, ooo,ooo
Its our planets womb, what about us
What about animals, what about it
Weve turned kingdoms to dust, what about us
What about elephants, what about us
Have we lost their trust, what about us
What about crying whales, what about us
Were ravaging the seas, what about us
What about forest trails, ooo, ooo
Burnt despite our pleas, what about us
What about the holy land, what about it
Torn apart by creed, what about us
What about the common man, what about us
Cant we set him free, what about us
What about children dying, what about us
Cant you hear them cry, what about us
Where did we go wrong, ooo, ooo
Someone tell me why, what about us
What about babies boy, what about it
What about the days, what about us
What about all their joy, what about us
What about the man, what about us
What about the crying man, what about us
What about Abraham, what was us
What about death again, ooo, ooo

hoohoohoohoohoo...。
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Earth is sick and become seriously
please responsible to our Earth
heal our Earth

pray it will be.
love & peace.。

its a hyper*3 anger today in tuition class
ohhhh shiittttt....
there are non-stop coughing sound and without close off mouth
or without using a handkerchie
hey guy do you know you are spread the bacteria to around air...

i can't concentrate to the addmath cause those sound
they all are like act-cough and purposely coughin
they wants to catch attention from themselves to others i think
(sorry i'm sayin that,but i really beg tahan you all)
(i'll be right.just let me wreak a while)


i don't like those who disturb me when i'm concentrate in study
next time if still the same,
you all ll be my victim
try and see.